I'M BACK

I am back. My laptop is up running and I am loving it. I never knew how much I missed this thing until it was gone.

Anyway some things in my life has really made a turn around. The medication is good but I am praying every day I don't have a lapse backwards.

I am getting things organized a little bit better and that is helping my mind as well. I have been helping my friend with her aunt and uncle so my house work since it wasn't bad enough before it really isn't getting done. I have to take the time and get this house straight because starting Feb 5 I am going to be busy until June because I was given an offer I couldn't refuse. Since I have been helping with the Ohio Township Fire Department I was given a spot for free in the EMT class. I have been through it before but chickened out because I don't like being around or doing things around other people I don't know. I think it is part of that anxiety disorder. I am still going to try and get my social security and I pray everyday that this is accomplished and maybe I can do something with my training to help others. Who knows maybe the church once I prove I am serious will find something for me to do to help others. I love helping others but I hate to see it if I am not in control of a situation I get really nervous. She is also going to let me do a CPR class so I can get my instructors license with American Heart.

My sewing machine is still with the doctor, I haven't heard anything about it don't know if no news is good news or if I should be scared to find out how much that is going to cost me.

I am wanting to lose weight but not having much luck with that but if God wants me to he will lead me in the right direction.

I had something else to write about but my mind just went totally blank. That is a problem with this disease because I get so overwelmed I lose track of what I am thinking in a heart beat.

I have been using the corkboard that Perri had on her blog one day just want to say THANKS PERRI I LOVE IT

Well I will get off her since I can't remember a darn thing I was going to write.