Christmas

I have my tree up relaxing LOL so that I can decorate it. I didn't put a tree up last year because the depression was just taking over. I feel I have to do it this year as this may be our last year in this house. Since I lost my job we haven't been able to get the payments kept up to many other bills in the beginning and something had to suffer. I hate that it was my house. It is so sad that thirty two hundred dollars would completely save it and half of that would atleast get me to where I can work on payments that we could handle. But, it has came to the point I have to hand it over to God and if he sees fit for it to work out he will lead me to the place I need to be.

I heard from my social security today and I was denied. After going over the paperwork they sent me OMG I dont see how anyone gets this if they are this sloppy with everyone. They have me down for wrong doctors, they never waited for full reports, and etc. I am going to hit the doctors up tomorrow and have them fill out a paper for me on this, plus with my test hopefully it will work out in my favor.

I can't wait until I have joyful things to report on here. It is so sad that things are not to the point where I feel I can see out of the box.

I read about Bobby and Penny I am so happy for them. May the lord keep them all healthy and safe.

But anyway once I get the Christmas Tree up I will post a picture.